Right now I'm learning about love. Sounds wierd yes but really I thought I knew what love was and how it worked, I was wrong. I find my self wishing to be with and mever again be with my first love chris, I thought no one could meet up to who he was. I have a tendancey to not make sence unless you read it all so hold on ok. Well first I'll start with the want to be with part. I'll call him Tye for the moment, he was my first love so it's going to be hard to get over and I feel as though I shall always love him. Never be with part, I love him no lie but he loves someone else with all his heart. I never want them to break up it makes him so happy. Finaly I kept going out with guys but becouse they were not Tye. I relized as of late what made me love him in the first place, he was playing ff1&2 on the gameboy. I forgot I needed to know a person before I could say weather or not I loved them. And thats my words on love but for those who are like but the things said this was a guy yes I am gay.